Saturday, July 19, 2014

Jesuit Head of Canterbury guilty of child trafficking, Hollywood "royalty" Illuminati slaves lives determined in sadistic fights pitting children against one another, human hunting parties, and more

It's not just the children in the juvenile detention programs, foster homes, and adoption centers of the world who are being exploited in this ring, it is also the children of the wealthy and privileged of the Illuminati/Jesuits whose fates are being decided in orchestrated, deeply hidden and horrific fashions.

This also corroborates child abuse detailed to me and intuited by myself with Max Spiers telling me about his time at school with his roommate Orlando Bloom while they were students, roommates and friends at the Canterbury Cathedral School in England in the 80s and 90s. 

Orlando is Max's Godfather, believe it or not, and after Max was baptized as a young teen by the Bishop of Canterbury himself, there was an illuminati ritual in the basement of the Cathedral pitting both boys against one another in a no-rules fight. After the fight, their fates were determined by who won and who lost. Max lost. And we all know what happened to Orlando. Neither boy remembered anything after this happened, but their friendship drastically changed overnight and Orlando's behavior suddenly changed as did Max's. 

Max quickly fell into drug addiction and alcoholism and Orlando's career bloomed. Both men also studied drama at the same school in London before Max left for addiction issues and both men also auditioned for the same role Orlando eventually won for Peter Jackson's Lord of the Rings.

Both are victims of the most severe form of Illuminati mind control known. Max has DID and look at Orlando's filmography- there are several key Jesuit/Knights Templar orchestrated themes in it, including a film in which he literally plays a Knights Templar in the Crusades. There are hidden Knights Templar references in another hit film franchise Bloom was in as well, 
Pirates of the Caribbean. 

Friday, July 18, 2014

Kill the Messenger Official Trailer #1 (2014) - Jeremy Renner Crime Movi...

True events about the Cocaine Importing Agency's funding of the Contras using its own drug money as well as other military actions abroad and more. For more on Gary Webb's investigations, read the book that got him harassed, his reputation and career destroyed, and eventually what got him killed, Dark Alliance

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Suck it, Haters

The Owls Are Not What They Seem

Man's Ruin

A thought

Andrew Wyeth, Christina's World, 1948

Lots of problems with people could be solved if they just realized that they are a spiritual being having a physical experience, not the other way around, that they've lived before and will live again, that they YES actually choose their parents, that all problems can be solved if we just look with the inner eye deep enough. 

If people could get over themselves- and temporal consensus "reality"- they'd see a host of possibilities and potentialities they heretofore had never known or realized. That's basically it. We're done here, stick a fork in me, we're done. 

That is the script I work from and it never varies; otherwise, you are responsible for ownership, growth, and education of you, whatever that means to you, and no one else is. 

When you can master your own reality in a grown up way and not one that involves subterfuge (for subterfuge is just another way of dancing around the inevitable, and in a rather childish,
un-evolved way at that), then you will have all the answers coming to you that you want and need and get. 

Otherwise, you are wasting everyones and your time by dancing around the inevitable. 
When people say they "go to the light" in a near death experience, they are incorporating the knowledge of the holographic input that has been denied them in corporeal existence and then they choose amnesia again in the corporeal state when they decide they want to reincarnate into form to forget in order to learn experience and perspective from another experience and perspective. 

When that veil is parted, others realize too what a waste of time dancing around the issue is as well and tend to get to the heart of it. Life is short, life is long, life is everlasting, you never get this chance again and if you seize the moment it will come back to you- better be aware of what kind of boomerang you want. 

Paradoxical universes are so interesting and yet so much the same at the same time.

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

'More than 10' politicians on list held by police investigating Westminster 'pedophile ring'

Children's homes were 'supply line' for paedophiles, says ex-minister:

Date from Hell: Dating Narcissists and Psychopaths

Many super soldiers I have met are malignant narcissists. 
Many think they are "special". 
They have a track record of ruining lives, including their own. 

To anyone intrigued by anyone who has stepped forward and calls themselves a "super soldier", think twice and take steps to get out and get away from these people immediately. For the record, I DO NOT call myself a "super soldier". It's a horrible, triggering term for me, and I certainly would not take pride in the term and have corrected people a lot on this- if you must label me, call me a human test subject and/or a MILAB, for that is most certainly what I am.

But there is zero glory or joy to be had in any of this. You are a guinea pig owned by the state if you ever have the misfortune of having men in black tactical gear pointing guns at your head screaming at you to "shut the fuck up" if you "say one more word or I'll blow your fucking head off" and then they inject you with Rohypnol, throw you in a body bag and take you to an underground facility for experimentation, interrogation, torture and mind control/drugging/trauma.

The media are the ones who have erroneously called me a Super Soldier, and I loathe the term. I am not nor do I associate myself as one. That's my final answer. 

Anyone who thinks what's been done to them in the programs is a good thing and "the next stage of humanity" in a *good* way (i.e., technology, trauma and mind control are being used to remove the emotions of empathy, regret, remorse, guilt, compassion, understanding and feeling the pain of another, etc.), you're sick in the head and there's something wrong with you. 

Having lived with an incurable narcissist for six regrettable weeks of my life, I can tell you that it has literally taken years to get over the destruction it caused. He displayed all of the characteristics of a malignant narcissist times ten in addition to having a host of other connected disorders and addictions and was emotionally, verbally and physically abusive. 

This is what's been done to them- whomever created them literally created monsters. Not making excuses for their behavior, but in my direct, personal experience, I know that something of an organized nature that involved intel agencies made these people the way they were.
This is the thing that never gets discussed in the UFO Conferences and the Kerry Cassidy videos because no one wants to talk about this element- but it is very real. I have witnessed and personally experienced the abuse these people wield, they have ruined lives, families, their own lives- all for the pursuit of attention--  and they feed on empaths for dinner. 

You can't have compassion for a scorpion. They will only sting you if they tell you they will take you across the river on their back. It is their nature. 

The more anyone who has been affected by a narcissist - which is basically everyone at this point- can learn about this tragic condition, the better. And yes, it is something akin to saying as Sam says, they are aliens from outer space. They have no emotions other than self-pity and self-glorification. There is no "You" when you date one. It is all about them. You will be taking care of them, housing them, paying for everything for them, supporting their every move, and all the time they will be feeding on you like the vampire they are. 

Don't give them their narcissistic supply. Don't get duped. They move in fast and take no prisoners. They are relentless. It's best to learn about them and know what they want from the get go- and what they want is complete and utter annihilation. They are miserable souls, if they even had one. 
Most of them don't. 

So for those men and women who were giving certain super soldiers I know marriage proposals and saying you wanted to have their babies and are getting dewy-eyed and basking in the glow of their no doubt sometimes highly exaggerated and/or flat out lies of tales of "battle" and you telling me to my face that what's happened to me by these people and what I have been forced to do under the control of my more covert captors is "romantic" : There's something seriously wrong with you, you are probably co-dependent or a covert narcissist/have a rampant personality disorder yourself, and you are absolutely falling for a predator. 

These are not people to be glorified. Certainly these are people not to be trusted!

 As a MILAB I have been threatened by the best of them and every trick and tactic in the book as been thrown my way in attempts to simply find out what's happened to me. God knows no therapist could help me in that regard. Oh sure, they might have been able to figure out their personalities, but then you start going down the rabbit hole as to WHY they became the way they did, as well as the paranormal and organized occult/ritual aspect of this and then the therapist literally freezes, becomes scared and they say they have no framework for which you are describing, that it's a "spiritual" concern and is outside of the confines of the therapeutic model/the DSM and then they cut off all contact with you. They slam the door on you and tell you you're on your own when you bring up the woo-woo parts of this. Most will say all that part is in your head/you're making it up/that can't happen and that is that. For having the audacity to simply find out what's happened to me, I in turn have been re-traumatized by these same "helpers" who just want to "heal" me and they have questioned why I would even want to hang out with such people in the first place, that there must be something wrong with me! Again, this was not a pleasure cruise I was after. I wanted to find out information pertinent to my situation, what happened to me after I had guns pointed at my head and something injected into my arm. But that part doesn't seem to get through to the "professional class". They tend to call me "psychologically damaged" or "exhibit symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder" myself without even knowing my situation. 

(For the record, I don't have it, I have been diagnosed with PTSD twice however. Gee, wonder where that came from. Could some of it be from, oh I dunno, having guns pointed at my head and being drugged and taken from my home to be used in nefarious covert studies as a human test subject? Mayhaps?)

But even torture specialists don't know what to do with me with the "outrageous" claims I am making about the paranormal/exotic technology/mind control that just happen to be not only true, but so true that it is so far beyond the scope of most people's capabilities to deal with the reality I deal with on a daily basis that often I have been told they needed a sedative, or a bottle of wine, or an entire dime bag just to get to sleep that night after hearing it. I am not doing this for mine or anyone else's pleasure. I am just trying to get to the bottom of this. And for those of you who abandoned me mid-stream on this,  or wanted to yet again re-traumatize me and exploit me to be used as a "case subject" in one of your fucking books, fuck you again- and the horse you rode in on too. 

It is a dark, sick rabbit hole you go down when you choose to associate yourself with these people. I regret it to this day, but again, I tried to find out what was happening to me. Unfortunately some of what they were saying that happened to me it turns out was true. For the record yet again, I don't consider these people "friends" or even associates- I "associated" myself just long enough so I could understand how this operates and how to learn about how the people who've done this to me think/work. I have learned much about how they operate, and as a result, I am strengthened and have vowed to never let them in again. But we were never "friends". Not ever. So anything you read about how I "co-assisted" in the abuse of this or that person by virtue of my "association" with certain people is patently untrue and is part of yet another smear campaign designed to discredit me. And yet I haven't been sued yet. And I won't be, because I am not a liar.

I am not making this up. I am not fabricating the nature of my experiences/reality. I am not delusional. I am not "self-harming" as some trolls erroneously think I am when these marks appear on my body. I have done none of this nor have I behaved in the way these liars and discredit ors and detractors and trolls are saying I am. 

I am simply trying to find out what's happened and continues to happen to me.

The narcissists as well as the leagues of weak-willed and feeble lackeys and fanboys and girls and codependents and spineless toadies who fall sway to their initial appeal and who continue to slavishly follow them around and glorify them and sympathize with their plight long after the mask came off are also to be avoided. There's no helping someone who doesn't want to be helped, and further more, they would have no personality if they couldn't reflect themselves in the one-way mirror that is the mind of a Super Soldier narcissist anyway. 

Many personality disorders are on display in this "community"- again, if you want to be in this "club", you are not a well person.  
Dissociative Identity Disorder with these people often goes hand in hand with heavy multiple addictions, PTSD,  Narcissism and Borderline Personality Disorder. I am not the one diagnosing them, they have either told me or have been diagnosed with this and/or have stated this publicly themselves. 

The most egregious ones I have met have all of the above stated conditions.

These are nasty, nasty, backstabbing, incredibly cruel and unusual people and they are not your friends. They are to be avoided like the plague. There are entire wards at hospitals that should be sectioned off for these people and they should be kept from humanity the rest of their lives. 

But instead they are glorified and asked to speak at the Super Soldier Summit and Kerry Cassidy and others accept their complete inability to distinguish fantasy from reality, and she supports the very people who have been harassing me and calls me the one who is "troubled" and perpetuates their myth that they are a "super race". But whatever. She's working for the people who did this to them anyway. 

Look: They are malignant. They are diseased. They are nothing to write home about. 
And yet it is quite the insight into what the NWO creates when they do create a "super" (ugh) soldier.

It is about the farthest thing from "romantic" that can happen when a narcissist comes into your life. It has been one of the most traumatic things I have ever experienced to live with and make the decision to have contact with malignant narcissists. I do not recommend it. 
The only suggestion I have for you is complete non-contact. 

Saturday, July 5, 2014

System Re-victimizes, Pathologizes Victim, Sides with Offender, Abuser

Premise to interlude

Wait till all bones pretrude

You're convexed, you're convert

There is a stain on your shirt
Semi-sweet, seminude

The remorse you can't hide

Now we molt, past our skin

And make room to begin


You must work in symmetry

You must earn their empathy

Empathy, empathy, empathy

You must work in symmetry

You must earn their empathy

Empathy, empathy, empathy

Down, down, cities fall down on me

Down, down, cities fall down on me

Down, down, cities fall down on me

Down, down, cities fall down on me

The final chrysalis

Self-controlled consciousness

Now it feels imminent

Done for your benefit
Eat right out of their hand

Its concaved all your glands

We're encouraged to forget

Preference to be force-fed


You must work in symmetry

You must earn their empathy

Empathy, empathy, empathy

You must work in symmetry

You must earn their empathy

Empathy, empathy, empathy

Down, down, cities fall down on me

Down, down, cities fall down on me

Down, down, cities fall down on me

Down, down, cities fall down

You must earn our empathy

You must earn our empathy

You must earn our empathy

You must earn our empathy
You must earn our empathy

You must earn our empathy

You must earn our empathy

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Wednesday, July 2, 2014

More On Mind Wars With The Military...

It's interesting that several hours after I posted this:

I proceeded to get attacked remotely vis a vis the thing in my tooth. Here is that account:

I'm sure there's no connection whatsoever! 

More proof of my claims that DARPA is creating super soldiers:

In addition to the ad nauseum, once-again mention of real Stargate "psychic super soldier" type telekinetic/remote viewing programs depicted in the book/film The Men Who Stare At Goats in the article, there's some completely disturbing information about how scarily easy it is to create an expert marksman, even a random civilian:

"A previous program actually did yield some remarkable insight into the potential for better soldier performance through focused brain states. Amy Kraus, a former DARPA program manager, on Monday told a group at the Potomac Institute for Policy Studies, the work that she presided over succeeded in finding the secret mental secret that preceded good marksmanship. “It turns out the expert marksman has a brain state,” she said, “a state that they enter before they take the perfect shot. Can I teach a novice to create this brain state? The answer was yes. She said that by recognizing that state, researchers were able to improve the ability of regular people to improve their marksmanship by 100 percent. “These are recordable, measurable, algorythmical,” Kraus said.


"Could I use this information to literally turn anyone who is sentient with two functioning 
arms, hands, and legs with the right combo of mind control entrainment into a super soldier/Manchurian candidate/patsy expert marksman 
who would have no memory of having shot anyone (aka a "target")?


Oh, and look, yet again, Sandia "Exceptional Service in The National Interest" Labs comes up, a place responsible for testing me against my will and without my consent with "exceptional service in the national interest" when I was a MILAB sent there at least once, probably more times; they aren't abducting human test subjects and using this technology to completely invade people's brains and use it in mind control or use it to create super soldiers or anything. 
Not that I would directly, personally know anything about that, of course:

Researchers at Sandia National Laboratory showed in 2012 that the human brain’s electrical activity could predict how well an individual was going to perform on a test. According to The Futurist magazine:

The researchers asked 23 people to attempt to memorize a list of words while undergoing brain scanning. The average subject recalled 45% of the words on the list. The EEG data correctly predicted which five of the 23 subjects would beat the competition, remembering 72% of the words on average.
If you had someone learning new material and you were recording the EEG, you might be able to tell them, ‘You’re going to forget this, you should study this again,’ or tell them, ‘OK, you got it and go on to the next thing,’” chief researcher Laura Matzen said in a statement.

As you were! Nothing to see here...